depersonalisationandme

Finally managed to drag myself out of bed at 9am this morning, although i’d been awake a good few hours, a broken nights sleep filled with dreams of my ex’s turning my friends against me? sounds stupid doesn’t it, but its been such a real part of my life the last few months, in and out of bad relationships, ex’s hacking into my emails, online networking sites etc and causing trouble.

 I’m so tired, I need to sleep but i worry that if i sleep i allow myself to be haunted again. I’m left with a feeling today that i can’t even go downstairs and get the milk which is gradually being heated up by the sunlight today.

I have a constnat feeling of someone watching me, and although i know she is there i can’t always see her.

Who is her? well she is the girl that haunts my every sleeping moment & sometimes when i’m awake to.

Think of the girl from “The Ring” and you’ll have a rough idea of who is following me around.