depersonalisationandme

Laying in silence has become deafening so I’ve decided to get up and face the day rather than laying in the dark thinking.

That’s got to be apart from my weight issues the thing i hate about myself the most. I think far to much, whether its over analysing or day-dreaming or just off in a completely different reality i can never switch off and can’t concentrate on anything for more than a few minutes.

I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child, by some loony doctor on the basis of flying fish and hunter gatherer theories,but we took it as a pinch of salt at the time! 

I have so much to do today! and it makes me laugh inwardly that the panic i woke myself up in this morning was about making sure i’m up in time to put the bin on the road for the binmen.

My daughter’s hidden the digi cam and well God only knows where she’s put it as I really can’t find it, which is a pain as we are preparing to move house in a few months and i’ve started listing all our junk on ebay. 

I have a lady coming around this afternoon to pick up a baby bouncer, and i have some baby boys converse shoes to send to France, my first international buyer! how exciting

It’s interesting to get the cash value of your stuff, I’ve made about £35 on the 4 items that have sold, of things that are just getting in the way at home. Things I’ve got down from the loft too, now that was an experience in itself! but i’ll leave that for another day.

Looking at the rest of the eBay pile there must be another £60ish worth of stuff from PS2 games (I don’t have a ps2) to DPM utility waistcoats, Arsenal kit  << I would hate to be mistaken  for an Arsenal fan, they were in the loft from the last people that lived here. And loads of baby clothes and shoes! 

I will set that as my aim for the next few weeks once i’ve found the digi cam, get the stuff listed on ebay and out of the way!

Out with the old and in with the new in 2009